I had some amazing insights today that I wanted to quickly write. So this post is a bit hurried and not as polished as I usually like, but posting it will help me remember. And if you happen to read it, I hope you gain something from it as well. From my scripture journal: Amazing insights today! I read Alma chapter 47 and into chapter 48 today, and discovered something I had not seen before. Chapter 47 details how Amalikiah becomes king of the Lamanites. Specifically, I learned from the part about how he tricks Lehonti into giving him a position as second in command of the Lamanite armies, and then poisons Lehonti. We talk over and over about how Amalikiah lures Lehonti away from his stronghold and his fixed determination not to join with the rest of the Lamanite armies and fight the Nephites. And all those things are true. But like so many stories in the BOM, it has a counterpart. Lehonti’s fixed determination wasn’t enough. If he had such a fixed determination to not join w
I experienced a true miracle today: I discovered that I love my body. Really? you ask. A miracle? Let me explain. I am a firm believer that the greatest miracle I can experience is a change of heart, because it involves the wills of two individuals--God's and my own. God can command the elements and they will obey, but He will not allow His will to supersede our own. Therefore, in order for our hearts to change, we have to be willing to be changed. Not only that, but when our hearts are truly changed, then we become open to the multitude of miracles awaiting us on the other side of that change. But I was not willing. For a very long time. AND...I didn't even know it. But last week as I was driving around town, I had this overwhelming realization hit me--I hated my body. Hated. And I had hated it since I was 10 years old. Body-image memories flooded me. I specifically remembered listening to other girls talk in jr. high and high school about their body flaw